Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
There’s this AMAZING chick and i just can’t talk to her because like i can’t get ANYTHING to come out my mouth. I just want to talk or something but, i can never ever do it. Fuck i wish i can have her. I need to build up the fucking courage. I’m a fucking rapper i shouldn’t be stressing. Shit.
i hate shit like this but just reblogging to be safe <3
Am i just another person who talked to you, and then got distant? Because we got close, i developed feelings for you. Then we got far from each other, and you found someone. I don’t like this distance. I want to know what’s happening in your life. I don’t care if being friends is an option, i don’t want to be just another face.